I have been working as a sound engineer since 2010 — for thirteen years now. It doesn’t pay well, and I have social anxiety, fibromyalgia, and sound sensitivity, probably due to being autistic.
I decided to return to undergrad and get an engineering degree, and I am now a senior. Most of my classes are in the same classroom, and I’m dropping a class due to the teacher using a mic while acting like the feedback and echoes aren’t there. I tried to help once, but the system was unfamiliar, and after that, the teacher was just patronizing and uninterested in my help. I didn’t make it worse.
It has been bothering me that I couldn’t figure out the sound system.
I was in a different class but in the same room, and the teacher could be heard fine without amplification. He was teaching about circuits and gain. Gain changes the amplitude of the signal and works on a log scale. Turning down the volume wouldn’t get rid of the feedback since the signal is already there, but turning down the gain can prevent the sounds from the speaker being amplified through the microphone, preventing feedback.
In any case, I ask my teacher after class where the gain for that sound system is. Not only is he clearly aware of the concept, so I thought, but he takes care of a lot of AV issues in the building.
Teacher #1: “The volume is right there — the round knob.”
Me: “I know about it; it’s labeled. But surely there is at least one gain that can be adjusted. I think even little karaoke speakers have a gain.”
Teacher #1: *Patronizing* “Well, there is also a volume in this other place that’s hard to see. I have a sheet in there saying what all the volumes should be set to.”
Me: “Not volume. Gain.”
Teacher #1: “They are the same thing.”
I am SHOCKED.
Me: “No, they aren’t.”
Teacher #1: “Usually, they are.”
Me: “No. I’m an audio engineer. They are not the same, I assure you.”
Teacher #1: “Well, there is the main speaker volume, the microphone volume—” *he means the balance knobs; bass, mids, and treble* “—and the volume for the microphone on the amp.”
Me: “…the one on the amp is probably the gain. Thanks.”
I don’t know what he said next; I was so flustered. I really respect my teachers, so when they say something false, I am unreasonably shocked and appalled. Shocked!
I start to doubt myself. He is the teacher, after all. But Googling volume versus gain immediately explains the difference.
Oh, the other reason I’m dropping the class with the mic feedback is that teacher said something false, after dismissing me and acting like I was dumb. He gave an example about surface tension using a bubble as an example. He then asked how one could change the surface tension of a liquid without changing its physical dimensions.
Me: “Like your last example, adding soap to water changed the surface tension.”
Soap is a surfactant, which I believe literally means that it changes the surface tension.
Teacher #2: “I’m not sure I understand.”
Me: “Water without soap has too much surface tension and doesn’t like to form bubbles… but add the right amount of the right kind of soap, and you can make huge bubbles.”
Teacher #2: “I guess I see what you mean.” *Switching to next slide* “So, there is no way to change the surface tension of a liquid without physically changing the volume.”
Me: *Raising my hand* “What about temperature? Ice has more surface tension than gas, so within the liquid before phase change, that would still be true.”
Teacher #2: “No, it doesn’t work like that.”
Me: “Well, what about if some parts of the liquid evaporate at different temperatures than others?”
Teacher #2: “Let’s move on. We are going to talk about using surfactants on silicone chips to change the surface tension, as well as changing the composition.”
I’m shocked but doubting.
In my next class:
Teacher #3: “Look at the wine; those are called legs. That happens because, when the alcohol evaporates from the wine that sticks to the glass when you stir it, the surface tension changes. Less alcohol means higher surface tension, and the liquid holds together more tightly, creating drips.”
Me: “I knew it!”
Teacher #3: “What?”
I just shook my head. He continued to talk about all the ways I had mentioned to [Teacher #2], including temperature.
I just… I’m paying so much money, which I earned at $10 an hour — several thousand a semester after scholarships — for people to be very confidently incorrect at me. I should know better, but I’m always shocked!