Many People Have Bled For Religion
(I was born Christian, but around high school, I realized I didn’t believe in any kind of god. I told my mother, who is usually an accepting women. She went crazy. For the next four years she forced me to go to church until I moved out. This happens a few months before I left. It’s Wednesday Night Bible Study and I’m on my heaviest period yet and am on my last pad until I get home. I have bled through my pants and have gotten it on the white folding chair.)
Youth Teacher: *is ending the night by talking how we need to communicate with God all the time in order to strengthen our connection to him*
(I’m not paying attention. I am just waiting for everyone to leave, so I can clean the chair and leave. I’m so busy formulating a plan that I don’t notice an eighth grader pulling my chair up from under me until I’m on the floor. My face is redder than the seat as everyone starts laughing.)
Eighth Grader: “She’s peed her pants and it’s red.”
Tenth Grader: “[My Name], how stupid are you? Don’t you know you need to wear pads when you bleed?”
Eleventh Grader: “Clearly not.” *sees my face* “Oh, God, look. She’s going to cry. She can’t even control her emotions.”
(I run out the room and head straight for the bathroom, where I proceed to lock myself in. About thirty minutes later I hear a knock on the door. It’s my mom. I open the door and she hands me a heavy duty pad from her purse, along with everything I left in the classroom.)
Mom: “You can be an atheist if you want. Heck, I’ll even join you.”
(Turned out the teacher told my mom what happened. My mom yelled at class for bullying me. Neither of us went back to that church. She found another one, and I stayed home and looked for places to live. This was the time she was understanding of why I’m an atheist. She is still trying to make me believe.)